For most of you who are in the know, it isnt me getting married XD (someday, someday~)

In 3 days I'll be going to Colorado for my favorite uncle's son's wedding which is exciting in itself since I love my uncle and havent seen him in what seems like a long time. That and I haven't been to a wedding since I was a kid with very poor memory.

Normally I dont feel particularly excited when I'll be seeing family since half of them (including the bride's half as well.. apparently) are a selfish obnoxious bunch who would rather take cruises than see their own family, but this time its different~

After some things got changed and my father in the end couldnt come, it was suggested that go in his place and meet everyone at this rare moment when we are all together. I didn't think it was possible for my family to willingly fly him there with us for a week, but I'm so glad they are.


I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED IT CAN ONLY BE EXPRESSED THROUGH CAPS AND CURSING!!1!11!


I feel so lucky to get to see him early (im still flying up to ohio to stay with him for 3 weeks next month) and for him to meet the ppl I like most in my family. But at the same time he'll also be meeting the two-faced relatives and this is the first time I'll be introducing everyone to him as my.... boyfriend..


AGH JUST THINKING ABOUT IT IS SO EMBARRASSING IM NOT USED TO TELLING PEOPLE ABOUT MY PERSONAL STUFF. >_< ITS HARD ENOUGH SAYING 'BOYFRIEND' OUT LOUD. DXX


and I know when Brandon's around I'm going to be all mush and cheesy-happy and unlike my usual independent self they know. T___T WHY AM I SO EASILY SWAYED BY MY EMOTIONS!?

I feel like if they ask even one question about us I'm going to crack and start stuttering with my face all red like I do every time i talk about us to someone who doesnt know for the first time..


I SWEAR IF I HEAR JUST ONE 'AWW!' OUT OF ANYONE I WILL CRAWL UNDER A ROCK AND NOT COME OUT. >_____<


sigh I know I'm reacting a lot more... expressively about everything then most girls probably would but I can blame some of that on how I grew up right? This is my first bf after all and I'm be the first of my siblings to have brought a guy home LITERALLY (none of us have any male friends our age..) so this is such foreign territory for me and for them @_@ I just hope no one will interrogate him or talk crap about us later because of how we met and stuff. = =

But once Thursday rolls around I intend to write everyday while I'm Colorado~ Whether or not I'll be able to though may be another matter. xD

Till then~